So I lied...

I didn't post when I said I was going to. Sincere apologies.

Like I said in my last post not too much has been going on in my life hence why the lack of posts but thankfully this weekend was a little more eventful (most of which I shall be vague about because...I know you love vagueness).

My weekend told vaguely and in simple terms:

Friday:
Free move at the SU - "Amelie". Good movie. Her chase was my chase. Hers ended and so did mine. Because of this I am glad, sad, passionate, and anxious but overall happy. There is so much more I could say about this but it is probably not for your ears or your eyes rather.

Saturday:
$10 concert at the Jorgenson - Lupe Fiasco. Good artist. Awesome concert. And this time I remembered it! Yay! Played some new and old songs. I danced a bit (yes I have awesome dancing skillz). Didn't feel so well afterwards so I dipped out on some invitations to go and "party" and stayed home and watched Freaks and Geeks. So worth it.

Side note: Freaks and Geeks is an amazing show. So simplistic and wholesome its ridiculous. Not at all like my high school experience but some parts are relevant. Either way I recommend it. I also suggest watching it in Cline's basement with Matt Chen but that probably wont happen since you aren't me...so yeah. :P

Sunday (today): Woke up much later than I wanted to and slowly got my ass out of bed. I really didn't want to get up. I wanted to dream about next year and what it may bring us. However, since I had massive amounts of homework to do I hauled myself over to the library and studied...kind of. Chatted with Matt Chen and all was good. Miss that kid.

Now I sit here at this computer thinking how I'm excited for home. Suzzie Dubbs! Love her. And my faja too. Good man. A little strange but good.

That is all for now.

Speak to you soon,

CHEESE

Oh snap, son!

Well, well, well. It has been awhile I can say that much.

Not a whole lot has been going on hence the lack of posts. Other than a mental breakdown-phone call to Suzzie Dubbs (my mother) everything has been going pretty well. As for that mental breakdown - I think I've got it. Or at least for awhile. Go me!

Physically I am exhausted. Work outs are getting harder which is good and I'm getting stronger so I can kick ass and take names mothaaa fuckaaz.

I will report more later (probably tomorrow). Hopefully this weekend will be fun and bring some good results.

It would have been fun...

It is truly strange how when you leave a place you once thought was pure torture it can be deeply and earnestly missed.

I didn't think I would miss too much besides the people but now that I've come here and gone back there...boy do I wish I could go back.

I miss the fun stuff. Being able to go out on a Tuesday and go to the beach after class and cuddling and his face and our potential home. I miss living in never never land.

Life really isn't too much fun here. Isn't life supposed to be fun or just duties and responsibility? Its supposed to be both huh? Well, since I can't manage that I guess I have chosen the latter...

I'm not regretting my decision. Ultimately I know it was for the best. But I just want to know to put my mind at rest...is it better to have mediocre grades from an excellent school or excellent grades from a mediocre school? Anyone?

Is this really what its all about? If so, God help me.

($$$$$$$$$$$$$$$ control me.)

Yours truly,

So this weekend was horrible. Horribly wonderful.

Kind of wish I hadn't gone just so my life would be "easier".

It feels good to be back only because I know what I can do from now on. It is a new year for me. That is good! It means I made it through the last year and I now have another to change and look forward to.

I will report more later about the past weekend, the past year of being 18 (it truly was an epic year), and all other interesting things I feel like sharing. Right now I am at work and need to go shelve some books.

(Sloth me)